Excruciating Suffering: My Fight Against the Mysterious Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It was a gloomy Monday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a sudden pain erupted behind my right eye. It was followed by quick jolts, like electric shocks. As the school day came and went, the discomfort eased and then came back with greater intensity. Four times that day I handed over a colleague with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I took paracetamol, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The attacks returned frequently that autumn, and again in spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then the late winter. I could anticipate the routine: aura in the shower, early pangs on the commute, full-on agony in the classroom by 9.30am. In late 2019, a GP finally referred me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches typically start with intense discomfort around a single eye that persists up to several hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 individuals suffer by the disorder, and males are more often diagnosed. Attacks usually start with sudden, severe pain around one eye that reaches its peak within minutes and lasts for as long as three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, every day or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in seasonal cycles; some patients have chronic cluster headaches, defined by the absence of long symptom-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the severity. One research paper rated the pain at 9.7 10, higher than bone fractures or pancreatitis. Another found a significant percentage of cluster headache patients experienced thoughts of self-harm amid bouts; the figure dropped to 4% when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, 74, a long-term sufferer from Wales, finds this understandable. Her episodes began when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the ground and hit my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her adolescence, like several triggers, made things worse. After drinking sherry at her school leaving party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often interpreted her attacks as drunken episodes. Understanding eventually came from her father and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after relocating, but often hid her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her definitive identification came in 2002 at a specialist neurology center.
Nevertheless, the failure to plan life around erratic pain took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been described throughout history. “The earliest account of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write experts in a book on the topic. They linked the disease to an evil spirit who attacked his victims' heads.
Historical healing records propose unusual remedies for what modern experts would describe as a migraine. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a distinct disorder, with treatments including herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the first detailed description of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very intense headache happening and disappearing each day at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially classified by international medical societies in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a key artery which delivers blood to the brain. Leading experts in treating the disorder explain this.
In 1998, researchers released the findings of a study for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the attacks in a imaging machine. The results, featured in a major journal, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they felt better.
In spite of such advances, diagnosis remains slow. One man's attacks started in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four surgeries before eventually being diagnosed in 2014, after a doctor looked up his symptoms.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosis and treatment occur because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're tired and low, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by ruling out other common head pain conditions, such as migraine, before confirming the disorder. A detailed history is crucial: on which part of the head do signs occur? For how much time? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Certain features such as redness, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be sent to specialist clinics. But many first go to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has suffered from the condition for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an attack since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars pulled because dentists misunderstood her symptoms. She believes the dental profession still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. I remember calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked me through oxygen therapy and medication until the episode passed.
Official guidelines on treatment recommend that patients are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a anti-migraine drug delivered by nasal spray. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include a blood pressure medication, which apparently helps manage the bouts of some people.
But consultant specialists believe the official guidelines need updating to reflect a more defined treatment process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The duration of the cycle dictates the approach.” Brief cycles with infrequent episodes are managed with abortive treatment alone. Longer or more severe periods require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes combined with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an injection into the side of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve activity.
The official guidance need updating to reflect a